The Past - The Bullshit - The "Elephant In The Room

I met Del 25 years ago.....  A broken man, in spirit, and 3 years later, his body.  5 kids who truly have NO clue what in the FUCK he has gone through in his life, and really, don't care.  Will they find this - who cares really.....  It's not for them to be mad, maybe to think a bit - but not to be "mad".  They can be mad at the STORY, not me for refusing to shut up.  THIS is for me to heal, for me to understand this fucked up situation I simply fell into, fell in love with, and that's it.....  I paid the price for bullshit I never caused.  (Now, side note - IF YOU DIDN'T WANT HIM WITH ANYONE, YOU SHOULD HAVE ALLOWED HIM MONEY TO TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF BITCH).  This will be for HIM to spout off when he wants to - this IS after all, HIS STORY....................................................

The MAIN question on my mind is..................... WHAT IN THE HELL MAKES YOU 5 ADULT OFFSPRING OF HIS, THINK DEL DOESN'T KNOW HIS OWN STORY IN LIFE?  WHAT HE WENT THROUGH WITH 2 MOTHERS?  So THAT is going to be the concentration of this blog for the moment, and should it be something y'all don't like, I'm sorry.....  But it needs to be TALKED ABOUT - not argued about.....  I'm about tired of the bullshit really.  

So.... this blog will be all about our side - the good, the bad, the ugly, the hate, and the love.  By the end - you can either wrap your brain around it and join us - or not really, I frankly don't give a shit less.  When the time comes and Del is ready to get the REAL answers, and not based on mother of the decades "divorce decree" she keeps sending..... and he's ready to deal with the demons...... he will.  Because then, the demons will be placed on 2 girls instead, and BRANDI knows it.  And how sad is that your own mother would place the demons on your own girls....RATHER THAN TELLING THE TRUTH. 

This isn't a game, yet it has been for 40 years now.... from one mother and her bullshit OMG I LOVED HIM SO MUCH AND HE LEFT ME FOR BRANDI, we were going to be married and all at once, he left me...................................  NO, he didn't love you - you, like SCOTT - were a piece of ass......... Consequences then happened because of it.  The only difference is - Ryan never heard how much I loved Scott...................  I never got Scott's other children around me and made them hate Scott.....  Big fucking difference there.  To the other mother who lied and got people involved in lives that never should have been.

I can't wait to get through all this BS...  For him to heal....  

 The REAL Mrs. Jeffs